Ramadhan

Tazkiyah. 

Ramadhan 1435H

Let the battle, begins (: 

Rants #2

http://youtu.be/P7D3NMhWYeM

This week has been really dull for me. I dont really know why, but i was feeling really alone, sedih and too drowned with unknown feelings. Perasaan taknak bangun bila dah pagi, perasaan taknak tidur bila dah malam. My life is questionable. 

Dan hari ni ada carboot sale Ramadhan For Syria under Ikram4Syria. It was held kat bawah rumah. Rumah bawah (Irsal) jadi port utama, kat laman bawah untuk lelaki dan perempuan beli belah, and rumah aku untuk solat, rehat, makan etc. 

Time breakfast, berbual dengan kak um. After few minutes, kak um tanya, whether aku okay or not sebab nampak macam tak okay. Entahlah. Yeah, entahlah is what you replied when you seem not okay without even knowing whats even wrong with you. 

Sampailah cerita pasal cuti tak tahu nak buat apa yada yada, and kak um cakap "hm awak rasa tahun lepas lagi best and tahun ni kosong dan lonely sebab ada kakak awak kot" 

Oh goodness.

Thats something. 

You know, that difference between friends, and sisters. 

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Ps; august ni nak balik ke tak?