I am recently updating from Kemaman, Terengganu. Tomorrow I'll be having my first interview in Kuala Terengganu. Yes ladies and gentlemen, you hear me. My very first interview. And yes. It is being held in KT.
Since my arrival in KL 2 months back, all that i'm doing is having my self blanketed with all the leisures i can get at home. Spending time with umi, since umi is on her unpaid leave, babysitting the nieces and also doing housechores (except cooking). Yes, except cooking. You hear me once again. When was the last time i had myself holding senduk to tumis? Entah. Haha.
I dont know why i even brave myself to agree, and take the 8hours bus ride, getting prepared for the interview wayy far from home.
These recent weeks i was not in my ideal and stable emotional basis. I distanced myself from everyone near me. Except for few friends that i couldnt even in the first place creating the miles in between us because of family matters. Sudden distaste for social networks. I refuse to be present. My indulgence in everything that seems to be my interest before turn to be the ultimate mundaneness. Apart from being clouded by the future endeavours, the passionate feeling to pursue anything in life is like being ejected out of me. For the reasons i couldnt fathom.
Being lectured by abah and umi, its my daily staple diet. So. This stipulating crisis of mine doesnt seem to find exit.
And that is how my current presence in Kemaman. Dont ask me why, i also dont know what i am doing right now.
Ps; i am reachable through whatsapp and this blog. I'll update more insyaallah.
Pss; i hope i'll get back on track sooner. It suffocates me sometime. But another time, to be drowned suffices self-satisfactory more.
Hm nak jawab apa interview esok ni..